I had my meeting with the admissions office who told me I'd better find a way to get Syracuse to agree that I withdrew from the semester or else I won't be attending college next semester. I won't be able to get any financial aid if I am not in a degree program which means I can't afford to go to college. My father says he will help me deal with them when he gets back from Florida this week, but its been a pretty frustrating time for me.
I have had trouble getting out of bed in the morning because I feel like this is all a big waste of time. Why do they make it so hard for people to change their lives? I feel like I would be better off sitting on my ass collecting welfare and living in a section 8 apartment than truly trying to be an asset to the world by bettering myself through education.
I feel like there should be someone out there who can help me figure out a way out of this mess, but I haven't found it yet. Not even after I had a meltdown in the admissions office last week. To make matters even worse the kids have been sick (I'll discuss that in another blog).
Like my Nana says all I can do at this point is pray!
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